Apa masalah kau?

Assalamualaikum!!

So lepas isyak tadi, family aku ajak pergi mall to repair my sister's laptop sebab dia macam tak boleh bukak. So jalan punya jalan sampai lah the gadget section. Bagi laptop my sister tu, abang kedai tu on selamber je. Harus lah aku terbakar. Kenapa tetibe boleh on?! Alang alang sampai section paling fave semua orang, pusing pusing dulu. My dad decided nak beli CPU baru. So okay layan je lah teman dia beli that CPU. Tapi uncle tu cakap kena upgrade some stuff kan dia kata dalam 40 minit siap. Perut aku pun dah lapar. Kitorang turun makan dekat kedai bawah tu kat luar mall. 

After around 40 minit (kot), my dad suruh aku and my sister pergi bayar and pick up the CPU. Dia bagi duit semua lah ofcourse, aku ni pokai af dah. So aku jalan macam fabulously lah kan hadumak biasa lah aku haha. Pastu selisih dengan dua lelaki ni. Yang aku panas nya kalau selisih saja takpe. Tau tak dia cakap apa?! "Jale tu molek gak abe" (Translate: Jalan elok elok sikit lah bang)

Aku dah panas. Aku dah panas. Aku macam dah tak boleh tahan. "KAU INGAT MUKA KAU CHANTEK KE WEH DAH MACAM TONG SAMPAH TEPI LONGKANG DAH AKU TENGOK BODOH". Yes I said that. And semua orang macam pandang haha malu gila sekejap tapi so what. Apa masalah tah dah lah muka macam haa malas nak cakap. Indon lagi kacak. Tong sampah lagi wangi. Longkang lagi bersih. Ha imagine. Sakai. Sorry kalau nak complain kenapa mulut aku longkang, tolong tengok balik macam mana perangai kau. Dua ekor tu pandang je turun escalator. Aku jeling je lah. Kesah pulak haku. 

Nobody actually kesah on how you look. Nobody cares. Tapi kalau perangai ala longkang Chow Kit. Tu yang buat orang judge rupa kau. Kalau kau tak cari pasal, orang takkan judge rupa. Kecuali orang tu perasan chantek. Jaga perangai tu bang. Hidup tak lama. Kalau aku jalan macam mana pun, bukan kau penat bukan kau yang lenguh. 

Sekian cerita pasal abang dua orang yang rasa diri dah bagus sangat :)

Chedah over and out.

We're graduating :)

Assalamualaikum!!!

Yup so i graduated high school. After years years of sekolah. I finally graduated. Lepas ni masuk Uni pulak. Im so gonna miss school. Teachers and friends ofcourse. Lepas ni we're gonna go on seperate ways, our choice. Make a good on for yourself. Here are some pickchurse from graduation day.

5 Ikhlas in memories.

So dukacita dimaklum SPM tak jadi tangguh do the first paper will be on 3rd November and habis on 25th November for my stream. I hope you readers (kalau ada) tolong doakan for my best on SPM for 11A+. Halalkan everything between us. Lain macam bunyi dia tu.

Also for my friends, study smart. Kawal emosi elok elok. Banyakkan berdoa, InsyaAllah Allah tolong. Lepas usaha, jangan lupa tawakkal. Kekuatan kita bukan kekuatan kita, tapi kekuatan Allah. All the best peeps.

Once said. 

SPM bukan segalanya. Tapi segalanya bermula dengan SPM. 

See you guys next month. Bye.

Chedah over and out.

School's politic?

Assalamualaikum!
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiii semua!

So Dayat ada dapat satu request yang rare gittew. Tengok ni.

How to be famous at school. 

Dayat macam taktau nak jawab apa tapi lets give it a try. Maybe persoalan dia bukan how to be famous tapi how to be known by people. Macam takde tau sebenarnya istilah famous kat sekolah ni. Sebab itu sekolah, hampir semua orang kenal semua orang. Its more tu pengaruh. For example, when you have the pengaruh from cikgu cikgu and students especially. Senang hidup kat sekolah. Tercalon untuk jawatan tertinggi every kelab persatuan sukan unit beruniform semua benda alah tu for example. Cikgu pun senang nak mintak tolong ini tolong itu. Calonkan for anything or even terpilih untuk wakil sekolah. Lagi lagi as a senior, myself. Bukan nak brag or anything tapi the good thing is kita dapat pengaruh juniors untuk calonkan for almost everything. And ada banyak lagi kelebihan. So survival tips at school. (WALAUPUN INTRO MACAM MENGARUT PLEASE LEAVE KALAU MALAS NAK BACA HEHE)

Ini apa yang Dayat faham from soalan dia. How to be that^ .

1. Be yourself (most important)

Be yourself ni jangan cuba jadi orang lain. Eh dia tu cantik lah, so kena jalan macam dia, kena cakap macam dia, kena gelak sopan macam dia. Motif? Kalau keep going the whole day tiru orang. Tak penat ke? Dah lah penat, nampak sangat pulak tu kepalsuan identitinya. Kita sendiri pun kita menyampah tengok orang yang mengikut ikut menjadi sepalsu mungkin. So yeah, cuba jadi diri sendiri. Ada sebab kenapa kita dilahirkan berbeza. Sebab kita special in our own way :)

2. Be noticable. 

Noticable bukan nya kena menggedik gelak macam orang kurang bijak tu. Maksudnya kita kena berani and tonjolkan diri. Kalau dah cikgu cari volunteer, korang menyorok dalam lubang cacing, siapa yang kenal korang betul tak? Volunteer for anything. Even angkat barang cikgu. Other than that, jangan hide your talent. If you can speak, masuk syarahan or debate or anything involve talking. If you can sing, nasyid ke. If you can anything, masuk anything. I know 'cakap senanglah' but you have to try. 

3. Be friendly.

Smile. Jumpa anyone, smile. Jumpa aunty uncle cleaner, smile. Jumpa cikgu, smile. Jumpa kawan, smile. Smile for everything. Kalau pagi pagi 7.30 setengah pun muka macam puaka je masuk sekolah siapa nak tegur. Lagi lagi kalau pagi isnin tu kan. Walaupun otak seghabut sangat, senyum je. Stay positive. Semua masalah boleh settle if you stay positive meh. What you give you get back. So orang pun akan boleh ngam dengan kita. Ni tidak. Kalau orang tegur Ya Rabb sombongnya. Muka puaka tu jangan tunjuk in public. Cikgu pun akan senang dengan kita. Dia mesti akan ingat kita punyalah kalau kita senyum je memanjang. Tegur tanya khabar, bagi salam, senyum. Yang muda tegur yang tua. Yang tua tegur yang muda. Apa salahnya. 

Some of tips yang Dayat boleh bagi to survive school dengan success after berapa tahun sekolah. Merepek sikit sebab tengah rehat from studying. So its my senior year dah. And SPM tinggal beberapa ratus jam je lagi ni. So mintak tolong jasa baik doakan Dayat and my friends. 11A+ and may Allah ease. I wish you all the best for SPM friends. And for the others, semoga korang pun berjaya in anything you guys are facing. Honestly, its kinda sad nak tinggalkan sekolah. Bye!

Chedah over and out.

Look around.

Assalamualaikum!

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiii semua!

Macam biasa hari sekolah, woke up early for school, get ready, and study. One thing yang every student suka at school is when cikgu tak datang. Yup. Tak payah tipu. Since cikgu tak datang, Dayat pergi computer lab for some editing of school magazine. Tengah tengah khusyuk meng-edit ni tetibe datang sorang of my crews (gittew), dia datang and tunjuk one karya yang dia dapat from a form 5 student. I was shocked.

Macam ternangis sikit baca karya tu. It was in english, aih so beautiful. It was a poem written from the deepest of heart. Dalam poem tu, he kinda let it all out. 

How he was treated so different. People called him a geek and stuff. He was bullied mentally and emotionally. He got depressed. I felt different. Dayat kenal this guy. And Dayat tak pernah nampak this side of him. I'm sorry. He's a very lovely guy. Suka buat orang gelak. Buat lawak walaupun lawak kurang pandai but still lawak. And he made lots laughed. 

Quote:

The loneliest people are the kindest. 

The saddest people smile the brightest. 

The most damaged people are the wisest.

All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.

Guess its true. Society makes us blind. Blind of whats important. Society makes us see only the fake side of people. Imagine kita hidup berpuluh tahun and kenal beratus orang tapi kita tak pernah tahu, siapa yang sakit. Sakit hidup sendiri. Sakit penempuh dugaan. Walaupun nampak diorang ni gembira je memanjang. Ambik sikit masa untuk tanya khabar ke tanya anything. Tegur bila nampak dia sorang sorang. Wish dia good morning or good night. Kita taktau if he/she is having a bad night or a bad day. Who knows kalau kita tegur tu boleh cheer up his/her whole day. Or maybe smile. Kalau dah susah sangat nak tegur. Senyum.

Trust me. You can make a difference. 

Love and kindness are never wasted. They always make difference.

They bless the one who receives them, and they bless you, the giver.

-Barbara de Angelis

Chedah over and out.

Tuhan;

Tuhan,

Kau tabahkan

Kau kuatkan

Hati ketakutan

Hati celaruan

Tuhan,

Kau singkirkan

Kau hapuskan

Hasad bingkisan

Hasad hasutan

Tuhan,

Perbetulkanlah hambaMu ini.

Bisa.

Kadang kala bila aku rasa sunyi,

Aku cari kau.

Kadang kala bila aku rasa sedih,

Aku perlukan kau

Kadang kala bila aku gembira,

Aku kongsi juga dengan kau--

Dengan harapan

Kau jadi pengubat luka;

Malang baru aku sedar

Kau sebenarnya bisa.

You are somebody's reason to smile.

Things will get back, but you just have to have faith that they will get better. Until then, dance, sing, and laugh like there is no tomorrow. You are beautiful. Never forget that.

You don't need a boyfriend to feel loved. You don't need cool clothes to be noticed. You don't need to impress to feel special. Just remember: you are you and that's all that matters.

In life you're going to be left out, talked about, lied to, & used, but you have to decide who's worth your tears & who's not.

You are somebody's reason to smile.