A step back.

Take a step back

away from reality

away from society

away from life

Stay and stare

as silent as it could get

as far as human's eyes are capable of

Lots of things happen around you

The birds are fooling in the sky

The leaves are dancing to the wind

The water flows on beat

The crickets singing melodies

Life's so beautiful

when you have the time

to step back and appreciate

-dideedayat

I did acupuncture!

Assalamualaikum!

Pagi tadi i went for acupuncture for sinus dooooooo! Sebenarnya my atok yang yang buat for glucoma but why not kan tag along hahahaha! Sakit sikit je weh serious. Atok dalam 20 jarum lah jugak hohoho mine was like 15. Kat muka dah 5 huehuehue kaki tangan pun kena sekali. Ni ha gambar gambar nya... 

P/S IM WEARING KAIN BATIK SEBAB JEANS TAKLEH NAK TARIK SAMPAI LUTUT HAHAHAHAHAHA AKA SEXY AF

Gambar muka takleh upload atas faktor kehodohan melampau dan lighting teruks. 

Tu je nak cerita! Bye....

-dideedayat

Strangers.

I miss talking to you.

I miss listening to your stories.

I miss hearing your voice.

I miss your jokes.

I miss your giggles.

I miss everything abt you. 

I really want to talk to you, text you.

But in the end, I know I'm gonna hurt myself.

Its such a horrible feeling.

So its better for us to be strangers.

I guess.

-dideedayat

Permanent.

No matter how many times you've tried.

You just can't forget them.

Tattooed to your thoughts.

Scarred to your souls.

Bounded to your hearts.

Reckless; you're tired.

They're permanent.

-dideedayat

Life.

It's life.

It's not going to be that easy nor that hard. 

Deep breathe and continue living. 

Smile and stay positive.

-dideedayat

You and I

You and me, we're bumper cars. The more I try to get to you, the more we crash apart. 

- Alex and Sierra

It has been awhile since we talked, and I'm not okay. Well you seem fine. So fine that nothing about me bothers you while everything about you just bothers me every way possible. Yes I do miss you. Yes I miss the way we used to talk. Yes I miss the sound of your voice. But every time you came across my mind, everything got blurry. Blurry enough to erase the positivity I had in mind. And the saddest part is there’s nothing I can do about it.

I used to wish that one day I’m going to wake up to a life where we never met. Too long I waited. I finally realised that we came across each other for a reason. You may be my saviour for the moment but never forever. You taught me that self-love is the most important thing before you love others. You taught me that even how sweet the journey was; nothing’s going to stay forever. You taught me not to fall too easily for someone that makes you feel special for only that particular moment. You and I are two lines that met once and never again. You are my past and I am yours.

We got to learn to let go of things, because some things are better thrown away than kept. I still miss us.

-dideedayat

New Phase.

Assalamualaikum!!

There I am, thinking, am I really in college? It has been 4 weeks since I registered. Time flies when you have fun. Yes it’s fun here. Although it was awkward at first, well the ice broke. Now everybody’s so crazy so hectic. I admit it is hard to make new friends, for me. But somehow I made tons. Tomorrow is the election for student council and I am super anxious. Yeap I’m elected for student council. I really want to be one, but it is now in the hands of the students either to vote me in or out. Wish me luck!

I’m having so much fun studying here. As a Foundation in Science and Tech (FiST) student, the teachings are quite fast. Keep it up hun before you lose it. Oh and yeah I’m currently studying in Kolej Mara Kuala Nerang Kedah for FiST UNiKL. So north-y hahaha.

Here are some pictures of my time here:

Group Minggu Silaturrahim

Homeroom T20 Hebat

Sir Sirhan pun layan selfie.

Geng Gila2

I’ll be coming home on the 9^th of July for Aidilfitri. One week holiday before Aidilfitri. So two weeks of holiday which is also our semester break. Hit me up if you’re free that week! Maybe we can buka puasa together or anything. Ok! See you soon.

Stay fabulous.