Stay positive. Good things will come.

Sunday, 13 December 2015

A step back.

Take a step back
away from reality
away from society
away from life

Stay and stare
as silent as it could get
as far as human's eyes are capable of

Lots of things happen around you
The birds are fooling in the sky
The leaves are dancing to the wind
The water flows on beat
The crickets singing melodies

Life's so beautiful
when you have the time
to step back and appreciate

-dideedayat

Saturday, 31 October 2015

I did acupuncture!



Assalamualaikum!


Pagi tadi i went for acupuncture for sinus dooooooo! Sebenarnya my atok yang yang buat for glucoma but why not kan tag along hahahaha! Sakit sikit je weh serious. Atok dalam 20 jarum lah jugak hohoho mine was like 15. Kat muka dah 5 huehuehue kaki tangan pun kena sekali. Ni ha gambar gambar nya... 

P/S IM WEARING KAIN BATIK SEBAB JEANS TAKLEH NAK TARIK SAMPAI LUTUT HAHAHAHAHAHA AKA SEXY AF

Gambar muka takleh upload atas faktor kehodohan melampau dan lighting teruks. 


Tu je nak cerita! Bye....

-dideedayat

Monday, 12 October 2015

Strangers.

I miss talking to you.
I miss listening to your stories.
I miss hearing your voice.
I miss your jokes.
I miss your giggles.
I miss everything abt you. 

I really want to talk to you, text you.
But in the end, I know I'm gonna hurt myself.
Its such a horrible feeling.
So its better for us to be strangers.
I guess.

-dideedayat

Saturday, 10 October 2015

Permanent.

No matter how many times you've tried.
You just can't forget them.

Tattooed to your thoughts.
Scarred to your souls.
Bounded to your hearts.

Reckless; you're tired.
They're permanent.

-dideedayat

Friday, 9 October 2015

Life.

It's life.
It's not going to be that easy nor that hard. 
Deep breathe and continue living. 
Smile and stay positive.

-dideedayat

Wednesday, 22 July 2015

You and I

You and me, we're bumper cars. The more I try to get to you, the more we crash apart. 
- Alex and Sierra

It has been awhile since we talked, and I'm not okay. Well you seem fine. So fine that nothing about me bothers you while everything about you just bothers me every way possible. Yes I do miss you. Yes I miss the way we used to talk. Yes I miss the sound of your voice. But every time you came across my mind, everything got blurry. Blurry enough to erase the positivity I had in mind. And the saddest part is there’s nothing I can do about it.

I used to wish that one day I’m going to wake up to a life where we never met. Too long I waited. I finally realised that we came across each other for a reason. You may be my saviour for the moment but never forever. You taught me that self-love is the most important thing before you love others. You taught me that even how sweet the journey was; nothing’s going to stay forever. You taught me not to fall too easily for someone that makes you feel special for only that particular moment. You and I are two lines that met once and never again. You are my past and I am yours.

We got to learn to let go of things, because some things are better thrown away than kept. I still miss us.



-dideedayat

Monday, 8 June 2015

New Phase.

Assalamualaikum!!

There I am, thinking, am I really in college? It has been 4 weeks since I registered. Time flies when you have fun. Yes it’s fun here. Although it was awkward at first, well the ice broke. Now everybody’s so crazy so hectic. I admit it is hard to make new friends, for me. But somehow I made tons. Tomorrow is the election for student council and I am super anxious. Yeap I’m elected for student council. I really want to be one, but it is now in the hands of the students either to vote me in or out. Wish me luck!

I’m having so much fun studying here. As a Foundation in Science and Tech (FiST) student, the teachings are quite fast. Keep it up hun before you lose it. Oh and yeah I’m currently studying in Kolej Mara Kuala Nerang Kedah for FiST UNiKL. So north-y hahaha.
Here are some pictures of my time here:


Group Minggu Silaturrahim

Homeroom T20 Hebat

Sir Sirhan pun layan selfie.

Geng Gila2

I’ll be coming home on the 9th of July for Aidilfitri. One week holiday before Aidilfitri. So two weeks of holiday which is also our semester break. Hit me up if you’re free that week! Maybe we can buka puasa together or anything. Ok! See you soon.

Stay fabulous.

Monday, 27 April 2015

We did awful stuff - PWTC Book Fair

Assalamualaikum!!!

Tadi me and Acap and Anuar pergi PWTC book fair. Macam biasa budak budak SPM seperti mereka akan terus ke floor buku buku pelajaran ni. Aku jeling je lah kan dah habis SPM so tak perlu lah nak meroyan pilih nak beli buku bagus. Gitchew. So lepas teman dua budak sekolah tu, aku pergi cari booth MPH ya ampun rupanya dekat pintu masuk tadi. Gigih lah kitorang pergi balik. So aku beli buku buku yang demikian.


Buku WHERE SHE WENT ni sequel dari IF I STAY. Dia ada sampai sequel 5 tau. Lepas buku ni ada JUST ONE NIGHT, JUST ONE DAY, JUST ONE YEAR. Aku macam nak beli semua tapiiiiiii aku beli buku lain instead. Lepas habis yang ni baru aku beli lah.


Then buku THE BELL BETWEEN WORLDS ni Acap kata best sebab muka depan dia macam magic magic hahaha plus aku baca belakang dia pun not bad ah. Tebal tu tebal tapi aku baca sikit tadi boleh tahaaan aaahhh.


BETTER THAN PERFECT ni bukan buku magic magic ok. Kalau korang suka buku pasal life ke romantic ke, korang mesti suka buku ni haha. Seronok kannnn.

Then bila dah habis shopping buku, kitorang jalan lah turun pergi stesen Putra tu. Aku dah nak terkucil memang urgent lah pokoknya. Beli tiket tu aku cakap lah nak pergi toilet. BOLEH PULAK TRAIN TU SAMPAI!!!! DENGKI BETUL. Dah lah dekat seberang. Acap pun dengan yakin nya berlari naik tangga sampai terjatuh jatuh bukunya. Dah macam kena kejar setan dah tiga tiga. Ya Rabbi masuk koc depan sekali tu haas berdenyut segala urat nadi otak aku. Maka sekali lagi terduduk lah kami kat atas lantai KTM tersebut dengan penuh keyakinan. Hahaha disebab kan stesen berikutnya sampai KL Sentral tak ramai orang haha sampai KL Sentral baru bangun dan turun. 

Then kitorang singgah KL Sentral nak makan makan kat NU SENTRAL and menggedik nak bergambo dekat escalator lawa tu. Kebuluran. Belek punya belek benda alah floor plan tu. last last makan foodcourt sajoh. Minah dua orang tu seronok menyantap makanan Korea apa tah nama nya. Aku layan nasi putih ayam goreng mamak kuah campur. Nyum enak. Eh eh mekayu sangat kau nyah! Lepas tu kitorang bergossip lah kan perkara wajib tu. Lepas beli tiket KTM ke stesen rumah masing masing tu, singgah lah beli Chatime kejap. Pastu merempat dekat platform sebab baru terlepas train. Maka duduk lah 3 ekor ni tepi tiang dengan penuh santun. Lepas habis sambungan gossip food court tadi, train sampai. Semua gelabah hanjeng nak cari mana koc berhenti. Kekadang kan tengah seronok berebut beratur nak masuk koc, koc wanita yang berhenti depan korang. Toleh kiri kanan semua wanita. Korang pun terus blah buat taktau je haha. So dengan semangat je bawak Chatime masuk train YA AMPUN ADA PULAK ORANG KTM KAT DALAM TUUU. Aku pun terkial terkepit nak sorok Chatime size large tu. Masuk masuk terus dapat tempat duduk bawah sign 'no food and drinks allowed'. Train bergerak je kitorang tergelak tak cukup oxygen sebab dah terkial terkinja nak sorok air. Pastu semua senyap. Memang lengang habis. Tet tett tettt. Bunyi game sorang mamat ni memecah kesunyian. Dia punya khusyuk bermain tu sampai bercakap sorang sorang. Kitorang punya tergelak tu ya ampun pecah usus. Setelah lama ketawakan mamat tu, kembali sunyi. Orang keliling tu perati je mamat game tu. Beberapa minit lepas tu, kitorang bau kentut. Acap tanya ah Anuar dengan yakinnya "Kau kentut ke weh?" HAHAHA ANUAR SURUH SENYAP JE. LAGI LAH KITORANG TERBAHAK MACAM ORANG TAK BETUL KAT SITUUUU. Tapi dia kata dia tak kentut pun whatever ah kan. Kembali kepada mamat game tu, dah senyap tu. Then dia bukak casing phone dia, pasang lagu, letak kat telinga. DIA NYANYI PULAK HAHAHAHAHA. Tah lagu apa tah. Habis pecah buah pinggang usus besar kecik aku tahan gelak. Lama pulak tu weh. Dua tiga lagu lah jugak. Orang lain semua pandang je dia tu, dia macam jenis tak kesah gitu kan so haaaaaa. Orang lain dah tergedik gedik senyum sorang sorang. Beberapa stesen berlalu, dia stop. Dia turun stesen dia. Baru semua kembali tenang.

Tak baik sebenarnya kitorang gelakkan mamat tu. Tapi sebab kan enjin ketawa tu masih panas sejak naik train, maka terus start enjin terbahak terkekek. Sorry lah ye kalau terasa hati huhuhu. Rasa bersalah lah jugak bila dah turun tu. Haaa moral of the story, jangan ketawakan orang. The End.